I don’t know if I’ve ever been quite this discouraged. It feels like I’m trying to do everything alone and I keep taking hits at every turn. I don’t see how my “support system” supposedly wants to see me succeed and yet, they have their hands open for more and more money every time I see them. I know at some point I’ll be able to look back on these moments fondly, but right now it feels like everything is balancing on a razor’s edge and could all come crashing down at any moment.
In the meantime, let me go clear my head with some basketball. Hopefully that help things make more sense.